Monday 27 April 2009

Boreddddddd..!!!!!!!


Not so weird f my post dis tym witout any pics. I juz feel bored n bored n boreddddd like crazy. Juz wnna share wit u guys..I went to Da Mall on last Sat to watch "Jgn Tegur". Aku atu mau ceta "Coming Soon" but then my unc udh booked da tickets liat sjth. Its a nice story though "Jgn Tegur"..Haha,blik2 jua tkajut lehnya. Bg watir bh sound efeknya atu. Cetanya atu mcm more or less da same wit "Jgn Pndang Belakang" bagiku lahh. Part kn abiz cali ckit antunya penyeluru bnarrr. Out of 10..I give 8 lah. Afta dat we went for eating at Ahan Thai,1 of my fav restaurant. I missed Ahan Thai damn muchhhh. Balik rumh i saw 5 diff dishes on da table..Dorg pkir kmi blik mkan drumh,kmi kanyang udh.

U noe wat dis lately i hav mentioned to some of my frens dat i hav a thought to return back to MD. Its too late plg tu but ntahh dnt know why npa aku bnar2 kan balik MD smula:( Mcm sumtinx left there dat brings half of my soul..Bukn bf or watsoever coz i dnt hav one. Its nda serasi matter..PTEK is ciuk but lama2 juz so so. Sumtyms i feel lyk to cry. I hate dis kind of feelings..Tym ampir2 kan A'level ane jgnth buat ulahh. Its not da skul dat count!!!!!! I try to love my new environment,new frens,new tchas n apa sja yg bru dis yr at skul. Try lupakn all tuduhan,sindiran n bad story bhind my back..I noe myself better. Xcuse meeeeee....!!!!

Wen I do da typing..I was listening to my song Ne Yo - Mad. Im rely into dis song..Even nada kaitan but it touched me so harddd. Wat I hate da most is tym ku nyusun ayat ada tia jua amah ane ngacau bzbody kan mau tau apa ku buat..ilang focus saya slajur. Tau udh urg mnaip ndakn mancing kali. Since amitku tdor at our place,pyh ku kan tdor ptg. Ada2 sjath yg mnangez tia,teriak2,majal mnta bwa main..Especially anaknya yg no.2 manja bnar mnangez 24hrs. Nda bgi strezz ka tu. Tym ku mnaip ane pun ada ya dduk sbalah ckup dgn super bibirannya betnya atu betnya ane. Slagi nda djwb mneriak ya,dmarahi mnangez. Sangalllll ku bh mlyan..Udhth lalah bru blik skulah. Bila ku komplen nda lain "kanak2 andangnya tu." Huh,knak2 sja ada prasaan aku ane nada kali. Tuhan sj tau how I feel. Huhu..I think dats all for now. Later blogging lgi wit some fancies story. Babai...

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