Honestly speaking..Nda ku sngaja kan mengeluarkan suara cematu. All these was beyond my control. But wat else dat i can do..Generally people will always at tcha's side no matter wat wrong she was. Nda pyh mentioned lahh sbject apa.
Dis thing happened around dis week jualah..Biasa form six jarang cgu kn bgi notes. All we do is copy apa yg kana tulis or read. Kira syukurtah lau lurus kana bagi notes. Cgu atu suruh salin wat she's going to read out. When she get started,ntah ciuk x udah membaca ndaku mau tau. Yg penting cgu atu membaca mcm lupa yg kami ane bukn robot or computer. Lurusss jalannya nada belok2 lagi..Lau ada branti pun skajap gnya ckup2 utk narik nafas. Then ada my clazmate stop mnulis..Cguku asked him why. Ia ckap byk ketinggalan. Then cgu atu ckap,"Nampak nda biasa mnulis byk..Salin dari kawan cgu ndakan ngulang lagi." This guy diam trus.
Suddenly in da middle of writing,jariku nearly tekrim brabis. Cgu atu mliat aku ngurut2 jariku but she never stop reading. After ok dah..Ku cntinue menyalin singan mana ku tebubut. Then lpas sveral minutes,tekrim lgi balik jariku. Tarustah ku marah,sasak,mental n said "Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh". Oh God actuallynya pkataan atu lngsung nadaku tpkir kn meluahkan. It happened on da spot. Cgu atu tarus menuleh arahku n aku buat2 nda tau sja. Ndaku tau apakn ku buat. Kn menangez jua ku tu tekrim,bek jua nda lama sakitnya. Suaraku nda plg nyaring nyabut "Ehhhhh" atu smpai da whole claz bulih dgr n memalukan cgu...Nooooooo. Cgu atu lurus bdiri dpanku n ia tedgr. Then nda ia peduli jua taruskannya mbaca.
Lpas abis,aku atu kn btanya psal hari aku presentation dis sbject bcoz kna ubah due to test. Cgu atu nda gtau jdual baru bila sorg2 presenting. So kedpanku trus btanya..U know wat cgu atu becakap "Esuk sja ko tnya lagi bila harimu presentation" witout looking at my face wich is blum pernah dbuatnya b4 ane. Trasa bnar2ku cgu atu sasak arahku. I tell u wat smpai ane cgu atu alum bgtau bila hari ku presentation sdgkan da day after dat incident ia ada nyabutkan nama2 urg kan presentation. I know not all names ia mentioned but mustahil ia lupa lbih 3x udah ku ngingati lalai ckapnya nda cgu mbwa buku catitan. Dat presentation is da last one for dis sbject n it will affecting my marks during Mock Exam.
Its ok if cgu atu marah arahku...But pls jgn cmpurkan dgn hal blajar. Im not trying to say dat she's not being professional..Salahku x jua made her feel offended. Juz if nda suka aku,tantu i can chnge wit another block. Strezku udah dlm claz atu udahtah nda frenly buat hal sndiri2 lagi..I missed my clazmates during last yr in MD. I really miss u guysss..:(
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